Ever felt like you are such a let down? Like you've let the person who you love so dearly down? I'm feeling it, and it feels like crap. Jesus, take it away! I'm thinking of so many things now. Thinking of solutions, consequences and the impact of my actions throughout the year. Don't worry I'm not in that sort of trouble. I guess until I tell her what has happened, or going to happen rather, I'll be S-T-U-C-K- stuck. Hitting the wall head-on! Quite smart right?

I feel as though, all of a sudden I'm being flung out about two to three zones away from my comfort zone. Yet there's still a peace, it's illogical, it's crazy! It's like all of a sudden, nothing actually matters. Nothing but Jesus. My mind is in complete chaos, yet I know that all this craziness is actually REDUNDANT! and there's just this shalom peace forcing it's way out.

It seems as if it's getting so tough for us all to meet and chill, but you know what? We will meet because Abba Daddy will cause us all to have time to be there for each other, to enjoy each other. Yeah, they are one of the greatest blessings in my life. Denise, Le, Nic, Ali. Iron sharpen iron, commando friends. People who I know will be there for me anytime anywhere. Girls that I know will support me when I fall because they have Jesus supporting them. Like what I heard from somewhere, it is vital to be thankful. Always thank the people around you, the people who mean so much to you, people who has done so much for you. Say it, even when they don't need to hear it. Say it, because you need to hear it. So to them THANK YOU and THANK YOU.

When God meant for us to have friends. When he gives them to you, love them and enjoy them, however never ever try to make things work cause it will amount to nothing. We enjoy, leave the working to God(:

If an earthly father knows so much as to give the very best to his child, what more my heavenly Father who freely gives me ALL things at the expense of His only son. God so loved me, He gave his only son to die for me. He is the alpha and the omega, the beginning and the end. If He says Jerlynn is a success, who's to say I am not? Who's to say that I failed just because of this? HAHA Thank you Jesus(: Thank you Abba(:

Mugging tomorrow. Pointless, I know. But what the heck. I'm so bored at home anyways. But I rather go out and study though...... home's like..... to distracting(:

There's Arrow this saturday and I'm not missing it for the world.